His Smile

Siwon kissed further at the lips infront of him. The latter was too shocked by the fact that Siwon , his dongsaeng was kissing him. Not because he was was his dongsaeng but because it was Siwon.

"Yah!!! What are you doing?!" Heechul finally broke the kiss and yelled at the younger.

"Im showing my love to you!" Siwon spoke lovingly, sincerly and honestly..

"What are you talkin about, did you lost the big amount of brain you had?!?" Heechul seemed yelled again annoyed as he didnt understand the other.

Sure they kissed for fanservice and other silly moments..but not whenever the thought about doing it ..They  werent Donghae after all. They were Heechul and Siwon.

"H-hyung, Im confensing my love to you ...I love you!" Siwon grabbed Heechul's shoulders oh! so softly. Staring at his hyungs beutiful lips , waiting to see them move , waiting for his answer he so much wanted to hear.

"You cant confess!!!"

"Why is that , Hyung ??"

"You had already admit that your ideal type must be christian ...Im an atheist and thats not gonna change Siwon...I dont believe in god!!!" Heechul felt more than fluttered to had stole Siwon heart but he couldnt keep it.

Siwon smiled."Ah! But that was my ideal girlfriend type..I didnt say anything about my ideal boyfriend type" he winked..

Which only frustrated Heechul more...He didnt wanna break Siwons heart , he just wanted to give it back to him so he could keep it for someone else. But the younger one was stubborn as a donkey.

"Siwon!!" Siwon looked the latter at his eyes.

"Hear me and hear me well!" He exhailed as he freed himself from Siwon soft grab on his shoulder. Siwon could only nodded.

"I dont love you back...I more than flustered that I stole your heart but I want to give it back to you...I dont want to hurt you so please...dont make it more difficult than it already is"

Siwon stared at him about 3 whole minutes and Heechul had started to worried about the younger. Until he spoke and frustration showed up again.

"Its someone else isnt it?!" hurt could be heard in his voice. Heechul bit his lip but nodded anyway.

"Its Hangeng-sshi isnt it?" dissapointment. Heechul looked away and nodded. He saw from the corner of his eyes Siwon to clench his fists really tight as they shiver. Next thing he knows Siwon is at the door ready to exit the room.

Heechul looks at his back as he stops. "I will always be a door away if you need me hyung, just so you know.." Heechul saw a tear escaping the youngers eyes as he left. He cursed himself.

If Siwon had confessed earlier , before Heechul totally belonged to Hangeng ..maybe things would be different. Maybe Heechul wouldnt hurt the younger. And if Siwon hadnt confess at all ...things would be perfect...Heechul wouldnt have felt like he felt know.

Broken, confused, mean...He wanted to cry ,he had just broken the younger apart ,just to say to him his own heart belong to another human being. He felt helpless. He sat back down at his chair.


When Hangeng sued SMentertainment. , won and left to china , Heechuls heart suddered to one-hundred million pieces..He wouldnt see his Hangeng anymore. He wouldnt sleep at the same bed , not even at the same room as him.

He wouldnt spend his time with him. They wouldnt cuddle together , they wouldnt kiss never again like they used to. Heechul knew that the day Hangeng left Super Junior , it was the day Heechul had been left with a whole in his heart. But he knew that Hangeng felt the same way.

After Hangeng kissed him goodbye at the airport , it had been weeks before Heechul would eat , speak or even do any activities at all. It was heart breaking.

Siwon walked inside the room once was shared with Hangeng.
"Heechul-hyung...?" Heechul swifted towards the door.

Eyes red and puffy propably from all the crying. Siwon sat on the bed beside him, hugging him. "Its going to be okay Hyung , we are here for you" Heechul buried his face on Siwons shoulder.

"Im going to be here for you!" Heechul didnt move away as Siwon expected..He just stay there and after a while he whispered two simple words that ment way more to Siwon.

"Thank you!" was all Heechul pronounced as he satyed there in the youngers arms.

Siwon knew...It ment way more than a smiple thank you and he smiled. He missed Hangeng too...but he knew that he would want them to be okay till they meet again. Plus ,Siwon had to keep his promise to him.


'Siwon , I want you to take care of Heechul...I know that I dont have to ask you that because you would anyway...but..I trust you..and I want you to promise me that you will love him as much as I do ...and even more'

Siwon was astonished that day. Astonished that Hangeng knew his feelings toward Heechul and beacuse he didnt do anything about it...And lastly because he trusted his most loved one to him. At right that moment he knew he had promised it to his hyung even if he hadnt spoke yet..and it seemed that Hangeng knew it as well.


"Hyung , I love you!" Siwon buried his face into Heechuls hair.

"I love you too,Siwon.."

None of them moved for quite some time. Till Donghae burst in the room hugging them both screaming something about him and Eunhyuk finally finding the perfect dancing choreography for their next disc.And that they had to go to the living room to see it.

Seriously noone cared right that moment. But Donghae flushed them that great innocent smile of his and neither Heechul or Siwon could say no..
Donghae happily run out the room to inform or rather horrified the other members.

Siwon chuckled at his hyung energy and Heechul just sighed.

Although a smile covered his face as fast as their eyes met. Walkin out of heechuls room to the living room holding hands.

Heechul had found love again..not that he had forgotten Hangeng but his heart was shared in two , right that moment he realised how much the other ment to him.

Hangeng and Siwon. Siwon and Hangeng.

They were his world.

They were his smile.

~THE END~